beyond repair

I know I shouldn’t miss you but I really do. That empty feeling is back again and it’s my fault. Shouldn’t have peeked in your profile, shouldn’t have browsed your photos, and shouldn’t have gone on-line--- lot of “shouldn’t have’s” .

I don’t like having this emptiness as my company. Thinking of you this way scares the hell out of me but I just can’t help myself. Imagine, just a glance at your recent photo and I found myself searching your face anywhere I went. Yes, it’s that bad.

I am beyond repair.

11:41pm
November 20, 2009